fuckoff

my eyes are so tired, not sleeping was a horrible idea.
i should maybe go to bed, but why bother when i could sit on this chair all night? seeing as though i dont have an early start tomorrow, i could dream all day if i wanted too.
i should be out doing something, but everyones pretty shit minus my tripod girls.
no one sticks around, seems as though there are much better people out there and everyone moves on in a few months.
fuck yaz all. im starting to convince myself that theres hardly any geniune people around anymore, all anyone cares about are theirselves, being number one, and making everyone unhappy around them. no one wants more then a small bunch of bestfriends. you all come and go, like the weather and its bad days. come and fucking go..
fuck i am hating so hard on everyone right now.
i only trust a few people, and i think i shouldnt open myself upto people i hardly know like i usually do. we could talk on msn for 5 minutes and you would know everything about me. i am fucked. dont fuck me around, im vulnerable and i dont need to hate on anymore fucking people then i already do.
fuck off :D